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Thanksgiving at my house...
11.27.03 (2:21 pm)   [edit]
Thanksgiving at my house consists of...

Me drinking 8-9 glasses of sparkling cidar
My brother avoidign everyone
Guests telling me how much I've grown
My daddums telling Mumsykins to get in the kitchen and help
Me being ordered to take drink orders and make crackers
Having cranberry sauce that is shaped like a can
Watching my grandma give my 22 year old cousin a Sports Ilistrated swimsuit calendar(tradition)

Our house isn't that big either. The only person younger than me is my brother. The next youngest is my 22 year old cousin...who doesn't talk much. Don't get me wrong I love my family but they're insane. Dinner isn't even ready yet and people are already "oh no I couldn't have anymore...well maybe half a glass...and the next half too. Thanks dear" It's interesting. I think it's time for my 5th glass of sparkling cidar.
 
pie
11.27.03 (7:36 am)   [edit]
I have almost finished making my pie. But the dough has frozen! I have to wait for it to thaw. Thanksgiving is...about food? This year my house has to host Thanksgiving. I have to wear a skirt. That is truly evil. I hate skirts...people say girls wear skirts. I a girl and not a tomboy, but I hate skirts. I have 5 people think I need more skirts. Well gggrrrr to them. I have to make myself all perky for this holiday. how fun. ah well my dough has thawed.Happy...Thanksgiving.
 
pie
11.27.03 (7:35 am)   [edit]
I have almost finished making my pie. But the dough has frozen! I have to wait for it to thaw. Thanksgiving is...about food? This year my house has to host Thanksgiving. I have to wear a skirt. That is truly evil. I hate skirts...people say girls wear skirts. I a girl and not a tomboy, but I hate skirts. I have 5 people think I need more skirts. Well gggrrrr to them. I have to make myself all perky for this holiday. how fun. ah well my dough has thawed.Happy...Thanksgiving.
 
he does like me
11.26.03 (4:13 pm)   [edit]
he has responded. he does like me very much :D and i ilke him very much as well
 
more...thoughts:idea:
11.26.03 (3:15 pm)   [edit]
ok I have more thoughts:idea:...I think Andy is going out with me because:
1. He wants to see if anything is there

2. He actually likes me

3. He is feeling guilty about how much he hurt me

All of these are possible. I don't know why I like the guy so much...I just do. He's moving in about 1-2 weeks and we haven't even kissed yet. I'm gonna miss him ,but I think it's possibly for the best. Don't get me wrong I really like him. I've had 2 boyfriends. None of which I kissed. the first one turned out to be a player and an ass. Andy on the hand is actually a really nice guy. I think I might love him a little...but hey how do I know what love is anyway? I just really want things to work out between us.
 
I don't have issues...I have a whole subscription...
11.26.03 (3:01 pm)   [edit]
Why the day is lovely...not. I still have no reply from Andy(my boyfriend).rrraaarrr! I have heard some more relating to the previous statements about him. Apperently he likes me a little...but not as much as I like him. His friend said go out with her for a week and see how it goes. Now would you still go out with him. I want to see what he says and I'll have to think about it. I'm going to dinner with my friend Caroline. Her dad wants her to meet his girlfriend Linda and I'm being dragged along for moral support.(I could use some support right now too). So dinner should be...interesting. I have to make pie soon. yum...pie. I hope it doesn't poison anyone...jp.
-Em
 
relationship confusion
11.26.03 (12:53 pm)   [edit]
Ok I am confused again. Yay. My ex and I got back together on Monday, but now I'm hearing rumors that he doesn't like me. I don't really believe them, but I e-mailed him to see if they were true. No response yet. I really do think he likes me because why else would he be going out. And he looks at me and acts like he likes me. I really hope I get a response soon.
 
Cleaning Parents
11.23.03 (8:22 am)   [edit]
It's morning and my parents are cleaning the house. "We need to make it clean for Thanksgiving."It gets so annoying.My father is insane when he cleans. He gets in his own little world and you can't get through to him no matter what! My mom is angry when she cleans. She yells at everyone saying do this do that.:x It's quite creepy. Thank goodness they are in the kitchen organizing food. O foo no I have to help them aaarrrggg!
 
confused roger
11.22.03 (1:57 pm)   [edit]
I'm a confused person.My ex wants to be my friend which I'm fine with,but I don't get why he broke up with me. I hear it was because he lost intrist. I also hear it's because he's moving and he doesn't want a long distance relationship. boy am I confused.
 
emotional breakdowns
11.20.03 (4:38 pm)   [edit]
I had an emotional breakdown this morning and therefore I didn't go to school. Second day I've missed this week.Tisk tisk. I just started crying partially because of my break-up and partially not. I just needed to take a mental health day. I'm feeling slightly guilty about not going(I didn't skip or anything), but I needed today. MY buddy Caroline called me to see if stuff was ok. She knows everything about me. It's kinda creepy sometimes, but kinda not sometimes. Yeah I make so much sense. I wrote another poem today not my best work, but still quite nice. That is the only good thing that came from my break-up. The fact that I've written some nice poems. Actually there pretty damn good. I think the break-up was good for me. Now I'm single again!YAY! And I can scam on any dudes I want. I just noticed I don't say guys and girls I say dudes and chicks. That's awesome! B has had quite an effect on me. :D Well I'm shall go and eat my veggie pizza now!
 
Today and stuff
11.19.03 (2:56 pm)   [edit]
ok we had SOL practice today and it sucked bum! i mean half the stuff was on WW2 and we havent done that yet. My week has been preety sucky. It all goes back to last friday when my boyfriend Andy (turd face) dumped me. While it was the time of my month! Leave it to a dude to dump you during PMS. :( I had a breakdown on Saturday and Sunday. Monday lets see...well the dude who stared at my boobs got his seat moved in Chorus. thank goodness! The only good thing that came out of the break-up was i wrote more good poems.
It was raining very hard today. B and I walked very slowly to the buses because we love the rain.Today was okay...perhaps.I'm still hung up on Andy. I ask myself why and I don't know. He wasn't all that cute. The thing is he seemed to really care about me and like me. Then right out of the blue he says there isnt any spark......I don't feel anything. Stupid poopy head!