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| 01.29.04 (3:28 pm) [edit] |
hi everyone...thats probably about like 2 people. how sad. well i started my 2nd semester art class today. im sure you all wanted to know that. yea all 2 of you. after school we had rehearsal. it was pretty good. i got home checked me e-mail. B was the only one who e-mailed me. and kyle..."alfie" hasnt e-mailed me in 3 days! rat bastard...i have a crush on him though. stevey is having girl trouble. his gf likes him but another guy too.
-em
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| more shtuff |
| 01.27.04 (1:13 pm) [edit] |
I have finally got my blueberry bagel and....subway! yums. im not hungry though. next time im hungry ill have my bagel or my sandwich! waaaahooooo! im not fat if thats what you're thinking. i just needed a bagel. you know how that is...maybe ya dont. anyway i still havent heard from that guy...lets call him "alfie" for now. "alfie" hasnt e-mail me and im getting irked. i like mail ecspecially from him. im gonna go add people to my shout-outs.
-em
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| shtuff |
| 01.27.04 (9:18 am) [edit] |
i e-mailed this guy and he knows i like him but hes stupi bout dating one grade down. he sent me this e-mail:
i gotta tell u somethin but i dunno how to say it i'll start with i know you like me but............
i know whats coming next. i've been around the block a couple times. but i dont feel the same, i dont date down ect. i've dated up before. and i would be willing to date down it all depends on the guy doesn't it? yes it does. e-mail travels soooooo slow dammit. go FASTER! darn you computer! :( anyways....i want a blueberry bagel very much. i have wanted one for the past few days. sadly i dont have any.
im talkin to stevey and ruuuuuben online. im married to steve. ruuuuben is bianca's ex. lots of drama between those 2. yes lots. now Bianca loves joey. its like a freakin soap opera.
-em
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| blueberry bagel |
| 01.26.04 (3:38 pm) [edit] |
it snowwed today. lots os snow. lots of white snow. i like snow. i dont like the cold though. i like warmness much more. i like the summer better than winter. i love lounging by the pool all day. *dreams of summer* hehehe Rachel spent the night yesterday. we calle kyle. she sais,"this is emily. do you think im cute?" he said yes i guess. on a scale on 1-10 according to him im a 7.5 i peresonally think im a 12. jpjp. anyways i was doodling earlier. i cant draw at all. its quite sad. i have to take art next semester(wednesday). each quarter we need 50 drawings in our sketch book. im not a big fan of art but its better than home ec. ill just draw stick figures. michael had it last semester so ill ask him about it. i have rehearsal on thursday...i think. i love rehearsal. its a lot of fun. opening night is awesome. everyone is exited and nervous. i just love it. im the first to go onstage for this show. yikes! im gonna go check my e-mail. i doubt there will be any. i was right. no mail. i feel so unloved. *sigh* anyways...the simpsons is on but i've seen it before. i feel like cooking. i feel like eating a bagel. blueberry bagel. i like blueberry bagels. yums...
later
-em
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| random thoughts |
| 01.25.04 (6:48 am) [edit] |
i wanted to write in my blog, but i dont really have much to say. i got online today and no one was on! now martin and brittany are on. martin irks me sometimes. hes ugly too. i love brittany shes one of my buddies. i recently downloaded the new version of aim. i like it. now i can see more buddy icons and such. it looks cooler too. my mom is paranoid bout her desktop. i changed it the other day and she freaked. it had to be normal. if i had it my way i would change it every week. but i cant have my way on my prents comp. im going to a movie today. a chick flick. Win A Date With Tad Hamilton. hehehe its a romantic movie and im a sucker for romance. i was one of those little girls who dreamed that her prince would come. i dont dream bout princes anymore though. boy am i a nerd...sorta. martin is irking me. in his info it quotes that britney spears song toxic. and his icon is St.Anger. how f*** up is that? im gonna go change my info a bit so later.
-em
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| random thoughts |
| 01.25.04 (6:47 am) [edit] |
i wanted to write in my blog, but i dont really have much to say. i got online today and no one was on! now martin and brittany are on. martin irks me sometimes. hes ugly too. i love brittany shes one of my buddies. i recently downloaded the new version of aim. i like it. now i can see more buddy icons and such. it looks cooler too. my mom is paranoid bout her desktop. i changed it the other day and she freaked. it had to be normal. if i had it my way i would change it every week. but i cant have my way on my prents comp. im going to a movie today. a chick flick. Win A Date With Tad Hamilton. hehehe its a romantic movie and im a sucker for romance. i was one of those little girls who dreamed that her prince would come. i dont dream bout princes anymore though. boy am i a nerd...sorta. martin is irking me. in his info it quotes that britney spears song toxic. and his icon is St.Anger. how f*** up is that? im gonna go change my info a bit so later.
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| hhhmmm... |
| 01.23.04 (3:15 pm) [edit] |
hhhhhmmmmm...today was interesting. we had a sub for english who looked like a dr.suess character with a pig nose. we has really weird about being silent. we had our incentive party at the end of the day because it was the end of the quarter. one of the guys i like, ryan was playing basketball in the gym. Bianca and i were circling the outer "rim" of it and looked over at me a couple of times and half smiled. the other guy i like, kyle didnt. well anyways Bianca is crazy about joey. i think they should get together. we have a 4 day weekend! woooohoooo! major sleep cath up time! on monday im going to a basketball clinic. it should be fun. rachel is going too. Joey is online yay! joey is fun. simpsons is on! cool i like the simpsons. they're funny. my pants are too big. just a month ago they fit fine now i have to hoist them. im getting in better shape. happiness! ok now i will morn over how ryan and kyle wont ever like me.
-em
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| I GOT THE PART! |
| 01.20.04 (3:45 pm) [edit] |
YAHOO! i got the play! I got the 3rd biggest role in the king and I. its Ying(she was created for this specific version). I'm so HAPPY! acting is what i've always wanted to do and its my dream. last year i got Yente in Fiddler on the Roof. i was an awesome old Yiddish lady. hehehe Bianca was talking about her BIG crush on joey. joey a nice guy. hes my husband(no not like that). hehe Bianca wants to ask him out. i think she should go for it, but im being a hypicrite because i have a HUGE CRUSH on kyle(not soble!) and i dont have the guts to ask him out. joey did say he would date B if he lived in mongomery county. so thats good. (by the way her blog is artificialltruth if ya wanna see it) hehe B i plugged ur blog! anyways. im gonna ask around and see if i can get his screen name. no one seems to know it. i wrote on b's arm in math and her mom nded her for it im so sorry bout that b!
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| problems of a teenage girl |
| 01.18.04 (7:27 am) [edit] |
i feel really depressed. i'm not sure why and that irks me. maybe its because 2 of my best friends have boyfriends and i dont. i guess im a little jealous. bianca has ruben and rachel has andrew. i dont have anyone.it doesnt bother me all that much. i like being single. i'm just one of those people who believes in true love and soulmates. i want my knight in shining armor to come. i want to be taken away from this stupid town forever. i love my home dont get me wrong but i want bigger and better things like broadway. but getting back to my point i want true love and i probly wont find it for a while. i mean im not totally unfortunate looking. im cute but not hot. im pretty fortunate if ya think about it. anyways cast lists are posted on tuesday i cant wait. broadway desserts was yesterday. our chorus performed The Telephone Hour from Bye Bye Birdie. We did awesome. it was really fun. my chorus teacher picked 20 kids to go sing on stage for the opening and closing numbers. i was one of them. i lead the whole group of us onstage both times. mainly cuz no one else had the guts too but i did! lol i really need a hot bath. i have 2 vices hot baths and sparkling apple cider. i drank like a whole bottle yesterday. bad em, bad em! lol its so yummy though. i'll make my parents stop buying it. i feel like crying but i have no tears. go fugure. well im gonna go take a hot bath.
see ya
-em
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| irkedness |
| 01.14.04 (2:43 pm) [edit] |
im am quite irked. For many reasons.
1. Brittany made callbacks when Sammy was clearly better. Brittany sounded like a 2 year old and you could barely understand what she was saying. Sam read quite clearly.
2. Caroline actually said to me that she like Brittany better than me.
3. Caroline mentioned that Brittany deserved the part way more than Sammy.(Apperently Brittany has been putting herself down a lot and this role would really boost her confidence, but Sammy is a way better actor and could pass for young, she's 4'5 ish and brittany is 5'2, i really really hope Sammy gets the role)
4. Caroline is really being a biotch. she is treating me and a lot of my other friends like poop. its not right. a lot of us have agreed that she has changed and is PMSy all the time. she plays "favorites" with her friends. she'll act like brittany is the best actress because she got on the callback list when Sammy did better and I'm a better actor. She didnt even say i bet you did great Sam. she was just really rude.
boy am i irked! well must go work-out(rock hard abs...i wish)
-em
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| auditions |
| 01.13.04 (3:07 pm) [edit] |
I auditioned for our spring musical, The King And I, today. I tried out for the narrarator Ying (she was created for the junior version). All my friends were saying you were awesome! The part is totally yours. I really think I did a good job and I hope I got the part. The callback list is posted tomorrow and the cast list is posted next Tuesday.
Bianca told me I conform in more ways than one. And i do. I conform. But I don't really care. I'll do what I want to do when I want to do it. I'll shop at the mainstream stores because the clothes look good on me. Im preppy its true. But im a prep with an attitude. hehehe
later
-em
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| shoesies |
| 01.10.04 (6:24 am) [edit] |
I got shoes! 2 pairs of 'um! I got low top black and white chucks and pink and grey vans. I want to bar cross the laces for my vans cuz it looks better than the regular laces, but i duno how. if any of y'all do please tell me. Bianca doesnt want me to cuz it would be conforming. we all conform in one way or another why cant i with my shoelaces? hehehe. i might have Anna come over today but only if daddums doesnt feel sick. i hope she can come over.
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| musicals,periods,shoes and my drama queenness |
| 01.08.04 (4:29 pm) [edit] |
Hullo loves! I'm so nervous! Tryouts for the school musical are on Tuesday! and if you know me then you understand that acting is my life! i got a supporting role in last years musical and i want a supporting or lead this year. Wish me luck or leg breakness or something. hehehe. i hate my period. it was a majorly heavy flow today. even a super plus didnt hold it all. okay im gonna stop discribing that now. Bianca wrote on my shoes during science class. so did Sammy. they are money shoes because i keep my lose change in them. they're chucks/converse. i love um. our chorus is performing a song from Bye Bye Birdie for broadway desserts. we were doing the cheroegraphy for it today and my teacher said alexa and i have some of the best facial expressions. i felt so special. everyone loves me or at least likes me. hehehe. they all know im the resident drama queen. i yeah! Go me! hahaha. im so cold. my dad keeps the house really frozen. im going to go take a hot bath. warmth. later
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| damn eye... |
| 01.06.04 (4:34 pm) [edit] |
my eye hurts dammit! when i move it around it starts to hurt. ouch! well on to more important things. i have a book report due on friday and i havent started it. big deal i'll do it tomorrow night. im no slacker i just do my best work under pressure. hehehe. Bonk is sad. i dont want her to be sad. shes one of my bestest people. we never fight. i love her. i hate when people are sad. it makes me sad for them. creepy aint it. im so exited and nervous! tryouts for the spring musical, The King And I, are next Tuesday. my theatre and choral teachers were saying they were talking about a lead role for me! according to them and my classmates im the best actor in my grade! last year i got the role of Yente the matchmaker in Fiddler On The Roof and the theatre award for my grade! i just enjoy acting so much! when im happiest im on stage. cheesy i know hey but thats me. hehehe. im going to go watch friends. i love that show. so funny. hehehe
loves,
em
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| hullo |
| 01.04.04 (2:57 pm) [edit] |
hullo loves! how've you been. i'm doing famously. hehehe. can you tell i'm in a good mood? i just got my hair to actually cooperate with me! yay! you dont care but its in 2 messy buns. yea i was right you don't care. ah well anyways. school starts up again tomorrow. grrrr! math class has come back to haunt me again. uck! it irks(hehe B) me how evil Dr.Scarey is. wat shall i wear tomorrow? its supposed to be mine Rachel and Caroline's pj day but the only pajamas pants that are clean have a hole in the crotch. yes those would be great to wear to school. uh huh. i'll just call and explain that it simply wont work.
-em
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